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Friday, November 20, 2009 I never needed pain, I never needed strain. My love for you is strong enough, you should have known - Pussycat Dolls, Hush hush.In a half-depressed mood. I don't like the life I've been having recently. Its so materialistic and fake, I don't feel warmth. Damn. Half happy : I bought alot of new things and dyed my hair, like finally. Urgh, waiting for lenses to come and I still want to keep going out. Who wanna go swimming -.- So boring at home can, although there are stuff for me to do but I lazy do homework nah ): Starting tuition soon. Shit. I don't want T-T Sad man, nothing to do everyday. Go out also no money le. Boring life. So boring... I'M ROTTING TO DEATH. Everyone around me is happy. I am happy that the ones I love are happy, but no matter what, I will still the empty void somewhere within my heart. Is it because I don't live my life as fruitfully as others or because I'm lacking of my own happiness? My own happiness? Wait what does this means? What do I mean by my own happiness? Spending my time with a guy I fancy and be happy? Spending good times with my family together? Having fun with my good friends? I just want to feel happy. I used to be so fond of you. But I know, infatuation, will lead me to nowhere.
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