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Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Yeap, I am in class. And what ended? My relationship. TCZ told me to na de qi fang de xia. Not easy. I love you so much Cavan Chia. Thankyou for the times. I am sorry for all the pain I've brought you. So sorry. And also I don't know why, I just can't seem to bring myself to talk to you. Give me some time okay? I need time to sort out my thinking. I will never forget you as my friend. Once my boyfriend, now my best friend okay? But really, I will take quite a while to actually start talking to you as per normal. Maybe, I hope not. 


I couldn't stop crying. At home, in class, wherever I go. I just keep crying. Those tears just flow. I kept blaming myself for the temper I have. I am so damn hating myself. I want to stop crying. I don't want people to know I cried. Ever since saturday, I already have the feeling that we're gonna break up. It really happened. Well, that was partly why I couldn't sleep. Having insomnia. I couldn't sleep upon thinking about the fact that we are separated. But nothing could change that fact, right? 

I need to get drunk right now, to forget everything. Thought of slashing but no, I think I will only bring him more pain. Drunk or sober, I will still know I am single, but at least when I'm drunk, I can just try to forget. 

Someone go out with me these few days. Someone buy me drinks too.

Missing him @ 11:26 AM

{♥} Mindy


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I'm not nice to mess with, show me your attitude, you'll get worse.
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